Feisty, Funky, and Free

Recently, I had the opportunity to be part of something really special. I got to release a gray fox back into the wild.

In February, the North Texas Wildlife Center took in a severely injured young male fox from Colleyville. The finder’s son named him Keel. Over the next few weeks, thanks to compassionate care by permitted rehabbers, multiple vet visits, and donations from the public, Keel was able to recover from his wounds and grow strong and healthy. Last weekend, he was ready to be released back on the property where he was found.

The posts below and this link share Keel’s journey.

But they don’t share his whole journey. I’d like to fill in a few blanks.

Cousin Kelley, Colleyville, and Concerning Questions

When the president of NTXWC asked me if I would like to release Keel back into the wild, I felt very honored. In my mind, her request meant she trusted me with this special patient, was thankful for all the hard work I do on the intake line, and maybe even wanted to reward me by allowing me to be a part of this unique experience. After all, she knows I adore gray foxes. I eagerly accepted my boss’s offer, my head swimming with all the unsaid (but surely implied) praise, gratitude, and friendship embedded in the task. Then, I immediately called my Cousin Kelley to ask her to come with me because:

  1. All adventures are better with Cousin Kelley.
  2. She loves animals as much as I do.
  3. Keel was being returned to his home in Colleyville, which is a very special place for my cousin and me.

Kelley and I had ever been to Colleyville until last weekend, at least not together, but we’ve been talking about it for 30 years because of a mixtape.

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Short History Lesson:

Before Spotify and iTunes and Alexa, before playlists and Sirius and CDS, we used to get our music from the radio. We’d sit in front of our stereo for hours on end, a blank cassette tape in the player and our finger poised on the record button, waiting for a good song to come on so we could tape it. Because DJs often talked over the starts of songs, many recordings included pieces of ads, station identification, or snippets of conversation. This is how mixtapes were made. Mixtapes were personal, original, priceless tokens of love, and I miss them.

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Cousin Kelley and I gave each other many mixtapes over the years. In the early 1990s, she gave me one that included Roxette’s “Fading Like a Flower.” However, as the introductory notes of the song played, a man with a nasally voice said, “Hi, this is Jason from Colleyville, and I want to hear ‘Fading Like a Flower’ by Roxette.”

Jason, if you’re reading this, I want you to thank you for calling the radio station that day to make a request. You should know that you’re a celebrity in our world. Kelley and I have been talking about you for decades. We hope you’re doing well. If I’d been asked to name the gray fox, I would definitely have named him Jason from Colleyville.

So…last Sunday around ten o’clock in the morning, Kelley, Keel, and I started the 40-minute drive from Plano to Colleyville. Keel was excited to be released. Kelley was excited to see a fox get released. I was excited because I thought being tasked with releasing a fox meant I was a highly respected member of the team at the North Texas Wildlife Center. But about five minutes into the trip, something made me start to question that assumption. And that something was fox funk.

Could it be, I wondered, that the real reason I was chosen for this job was because my boss knew just how bad my car would stink after I used it to transport a young male fox? Was I, in fact, being punished rather than rewarded?

Perhaps.

Keel’s scent didn’t hit us all at once. First, it was a mere hint. Then, a suggestion. But soon his magnificent musk became a presence in the vehicle, like an unwanted hitchhiker riding in the backseat, silent but unforgettable. It wasn’t long before the bold bouquet caused me to crack the windows on the windy highway and Kelley to calculate whether she would have enough time to shower before driving her daughter to dance. The fox’s foul fragrance hit full force about halfway to our destination, but even then, it emanated in waves, wafting back and forth over us. At times, the toxic tang lessened just long enough to make us think it might be weakening, only to increase to hurricane strength again moments later, interrupting our conversation with its musky magnitude.

During one of these particularly potent crescendos, I realized my AC was set on recirculated air. Oops. I remedied that, which helped a tiny bit, but nothing would make this acrid aroma fade like a flower.

Kelley and I bravely pushed on, carrying on conversations as well as we could while covering our faces and trying to think of things to talk about other than the odor enveloping us. Keel, for his part, never said a word on the journey. Instead, he let his stench do the talking. So I still can’t answer the question, “What does the fox say?” I can only tell you how it smells: rank.

Stay Wild, Stay Free, Stay Foxy

When we arrived at the release site, the owner of the property met my car at the gate, and I rolled my window down so he could give me directions about where to park. Standing about eight feet from my car, he looked at my Honda Fit and said with a big smile, “It’s hard to believe you’ve got a fox in there!”

Kelley and I looked at each other and I replied, “Um, it wouldn’t be hard to believe if you were in here.”

Just then the wind must have shifted because suddenly the man’s jaw fell and he said, “Whoa! I can smell it from here!”

Yep.

The property where Keel came from had everything a young fox could ask for: large undeveloped spaces with trees, shrubs, a running creek, and kind homeowners who value nature and respect wildlife. Though the car ride had seemed long, the release went quickly. After weeks in rehab, this fox was ready to go. When we opened his crate, Keel sprung out and trotted away from us, kicking up his heels with joy before stopping to take in all the sights and smells of his home. It was beautiful to watch his vibrant orange and gray coat gleam in the sun and his fluffy tail twitch with curiosity as he held his nose to the air and took a long sniff. Then he bounded to the creek to explore.

Animals deserve to be wild, and I’m so grateful that the North Texas Wildlife Center was able to give Keel a second chance at living a healthy fox life. Please consider donating to this amazing organization. They are currently trying to raise enough money to buy a larger facility where they can help even more injured and orphaned animals like Keel. Here are some ways to donate:

  • PayPal and Zelle: Accounting@ntxwildlife.org
  • CashApp and Venmo: @NTXWC, verification code: 9453
  • Via their website: www.ntxwildlife.org

If you want to help animals in need and get a cool t-shirt, order this “Stay Foxy” design before April 13th. The shirt comes in multiple styles and colors and features Finley, the gray fox who lives on my property. Proceeds benefit NTXWC. (Finley would like everyone to know that she does not stink, not at all, and also that she never ever wants to ride in a car to test that theory.)

Note: If it’s after April 13, 2025, and you missed out on a chance to get this fox shirt, NTXWC has a bunch of other awesome designs available in their swag shop.

As Cousin Kelley and I drove home with the windows down, we talked about how special it had been watching Keel reclaim his freedom. If only the homeowner had turned out to be Jason from Colleyville, the experience would have been perfect. We wished the best for Keel as he set out on his second chance at life, but it was hard to believe the fox was actually gone. After all, his stench was still with us.

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If you ever find an injured or orphaned animal, please secure it, if possible, and avoid giving it food or water. Then contact a wildlife rehabber immediately. Here are some resources to help you find a permitted rehabber in your area.

  • North Texas Wildlife Center: 469-901-9453
  • DFW Wildlife Hotline: 972-234-9453
  • Animal Help Now: www.ahnow.org

New Year, New Book Bingo Card

Last year, I spiced up my annual reading goal by doing something more creative than usual. I made a Book Bingo Card (two actually) to challenge myself not just to read, but to read widely, to read outside my comfort zone, to read some of those things I’d been meaning to get around to but hadn’t yet. I had hoped to get a double blackout on both cards. To see how that turned out, click here.

I’ve decided to play Book Bingo again but do things a little differently this time. Last year, my rules were pretty lax. I made the cards myself and included a free space on each one. I also let books count for multiple squares, meaning that a mystery novel with a green cover and a one-word title could mark off three spaces. Not anymore.

This year, there are no free spaces, and each book can only count once. So… if I read a mystery with a green cover and a one-word title, I have to decide WHICH of those three squares I want check off. Do I think I’ll read more mysteries? Will books with green covers be hard to find? There’s going to have to be some strategy involved this time.

But the biggest difference is I didn’t choose the squares on my bingo card. I entered 50 different criteria into a random generator and used that to select the 25 that would appear on my card. I wrote them down left to right, top to bottom in the order they came up. And the genres it chose for me… let’s just say if I’d made my own card, it would look a little different.

My 2025 Book Bingo Card:

If you want to play with me, it’s super easy. Just make a 5×5 grid. Then take the following list of book descriptions (or make your own) and copy/ paste them into this free randomizer. Then spin the wheel and make your card. You can use my rules or make your own. The point is to read and have fun. As long as you’re doing both, you’re doing it right.

My List of Book Descriptions:

  • Yellow Cover
  • One-Word Title
  • Historical Fiction
  • From a Little Free Library
  • Science
  • Sci-Fi
  • Translation
  • 5+ Word Title
  • Pink Cover
  • Romance
  • Short Stories
  • Set in a Place I Want to Travel
  • LGBTQIA+
  • Dystopian
  • Over 500 pages
  • Middle Grade
  • Orange Cover
  • By a Local Author
  • Published in the Year I was Born
  • Mystery
  • Nonfiction
  • Published in 2025
  • Made into a Movie
  • Fantasy
  • Purple Cover
  • Red Cover
  • Black Cover
  • Classic
  • Second Book in a Series
  • Self Help
  • Picture Book
  • Essays
  • Published before 1925
  • Poetry
  • Bought in Hardback
  • Re-Read
  • Blue Cover
  • Horror
  • Chapter Book
  • Magical Realism
  • Green Cover
  • Novel-In-Verse
  • Thriller
  • Received as a Gift
  • Borrowed from a Friend
  • Memoir
  • YA
  • Animal on the Cover
  • Graphic Novel
  • White Cover

Let’s Make This More Interesting…

If you decide to play Book Bingo with me, email a picture of your card to me at cariejuettner@gmail.com. Then, when you get your first bingo, send me a picture and tell me what books you read, and I’ll send you a small book-themed prize!

* Happy Reading! *

Ghost, Gift, & Grim: A Tale of Three Black Cats (And Why You Need One of Them in Your Life)

A paved path runs near our house where we frequently walk. There’s a spot where the trail goes between the DART light rail tracks and the parking lot of an apartment complex. Here, along the fence line and beneath the bushes and in the storm drains, we sometimes see stray cats that run away the moment we approach. I wish all cats had a home, and every home that wanted one had a cat or two or three. It makes me sad to see them living hard lives in the wild, when my own kitties are so happy, safe, and spoiled inside. I also know I can’t save them all, so I usually send some hope and love to the strays I see and keep walking.

But last month, I stopped.

On December 14th, my husband and I were walking along the trail just before dusk beneath a rising full moon when we saw three little black cats frolicking by the path—chasing, tumbling, climbing, playing. It was clear that these were young siblings, not even a year old. My heart squeezed in my chest at the sight of them as I remembered my own beloved black cat, Gink, who I had for almost twenty years. The not-quite-kittens froze when they saw us, and their big yellow eyes grew wide before they scurried back into the bushes. But I saw something in those eyes that I hadn’t seen in the eyes of the other strays on the trail: youth, curiosity, hope. I decided these three little ones deserved a chance at the good life.

Over the next couple of days, we trapped the three cats and, with the help of Feral Friends Community Cat Alliance and Dallas Animal Services, were able to quickly get them spayed and vaccinated. It turned out that all three were females.


If these little girls had been truly feral, we would have returned them to the trail and hoped for the best, knowing that at least they would be healthier now and not producing multiple litters of homeless kittens. That’s the goal of the TNR (trap, neuter, release) program: to control the feral cat population. It’s why the vets tip one of the cat’s ears during its surgery—to show they’ve already been spayed. But these kitties weren’t totally wild. They showed signs of being socializable (<– my computer says that’s not a word, but I’m using it anyway) and adoptable, so instead of putting them back outside, I gave them a temporary home in my safe, comfy, heated shed and set to work getting them to trust me.

What do you call three black cats caught beneath the full moon two weeks before Christmas? I decided to name these spooky little shadows after the three spirits in A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens.

Ghost

Ghost, the first cat we caught, is named after the Ghost of Christmas Past. So far, she’s living up to her name, hiding from humans, staying in the uppermost corners of the shed, and only coming out when no one is around. (But I have proof on camera of her existence.) She’s not mean, only scared. I still have hope she’ll come around with time and patience. Lately, I’ve caught her watching me pet and play with her sisters, so maybe that will help her understand I’m not a monster.

Ghost is the one inside the crate with the spot of white on her chest.
She’s cute and playful at night with her sisters when no one else is around.

Gift

Gift, the second cat we caught, is named after the Ghost of Christmas Present. (Present = Gift. Get it?) She’s the smallest of the three. At first, Gift was a giver, and her gifts were mostly bites. She was the spiciest sister by far. However, Gift quickly stopped biting, and now only growls and hisses when I pet her with a gloved hand. She’s becoming more calm and tame, coming out to eat near me when I’m in the shed and cautiously playing with me. She still needs more time but is well on her way to being adoptable. Something tells me when she turns that corner and finally lets herself relax, she’s going to be the sweetest of them all.

Grim

Grim is the last cat we caught, not because she was the most skittish but because she was the friendliest. Rather than going into the trap for the food, she approached us instead, following our footsteps and wanting to play. Grim is named after the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come, the scary one who takes the form of the grim reaper. But the irony is she’s the least scary of them all. Grim’s future is bright. She’s a cute, playful sweetheart who is already completely tame and ready for a good home. She loves playing with wand toys, likes to be brushed, makes adorable purrs and trills when petted,, and even tolerates having her claws trimmed. She’s not a lap cat yet, but she doesn’t mind being picked up, and I think she will figure out the joys of snuggling with a little practice and some treats.

Watch these videos with the audio on to hear the adorable sounds Grim makes when she’s happy.

This is the first time Grim let me pet her on New Year’s Eve.
She was nervous at first but then immediately started purring and trilling with happiness.
Grim getting brushed. Listen to those happy trills!

It is my great hope that these three beautiful cats can all find happy homes. Grim is already ready to purr her way into her new owner’s heart.

Is your home in need of a sweet little shadow cat? Do you know someone who could use an adorable piece of darkness to snuggle with? Do you want to help Ghost, Gift, and Grim get the comfy life they deserve? Here’s how you can help:

  1. Reach out to me via my website or email (cariejuettner@gmail.com) if you’re interested in adopting or fostering one of these beauties. Fosters must be in the DFW area, but adopters can be from anywhere if you are willing to travel to pick up your new friend.
  2. Share this blog post with others.
  3. Help socialize the cats by coming to play with them. Bribes of treats and toys are welcome! Contact me to schedule a visit.
  4. Donate to Feral Friends Community Cat Alliance or your own local cat rescue/ TNR program.

Details

  • Names: Ghost, Gift, & Grim (but you’re welcome to change them)
  • Gender: Female
  • Color: Solid black except for Ghost who has a small spot of white on her chest
  • Age: around 1 year old
  • Vet Info: Spayed, vaccinated, and ear-tipped. Grim is also microchipped.
  • Location: Richardson, TX (but able to transport)
  • Criteria: These cats need safe, happy homes where they will live indoors, not be declawed, and receive lots of love and attention.

Here are a few more videos of the kitties being cute and funny while no one else is around.

This is Ghost inside the crate and I think Gift on top.
One of the cats playing with absolutely nothing. (Yes, they have toys.)
The most hilarious cat fight in history. Lol
Grim being cute upside down.

If you’ve never had a black cat before, here’s what to expect:

Pros and Cons of Living with a Black Cat

Pros:

  • Beautiful
  • Loyal and smart
  • Make great Halloween decorations
  • Excellent for people who wear a lot of black clothing
  • Have a bit more magic in them than other cats (and these were trapped beneath a full moon so they are extra EXTRA magical)

Cons:

  • Difficult to photograph